

Madden points out that plenty of people deal with dysfunctional families, and it takes getting older to realize that your parents are also humans. I know you didn’t mean to do that,” the rapper says.

I know you had your own problems, and you took it out on the wrong people, but I’m not gonna judge you for that. “Whatever you did in the past, I forgive you. Kxllswxtch admits that he wasn’t on good terms with his parents until he was around 17-18 years old, but he believes in forgiveness. What if I die?” When he got out of rehab, he didn’t have a job to return to, so he began focusing on making music seriously. He got home and began thinking, “What would I do if my little sister was like this? I’d be sad as shit. “I felt like a scumbag,” Kxllswxtch says. The turning point took place at a family Christmas dinner where he was too high to have a proper conversation. When Madden asks if the facility helped him, the artist laughs and says through a smile, “Hell no, I ran away from that place.” But it was a necessary step for him to take. Prior to entering rehab, Kxllswxtch didn’t necessarily imagine a future for himself as a successful musician.

He says, “Being your own person speaks way more than the music.”Īfter checking out of rehab, his music started to fall into place
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He jokes about just how much he loves buying clothes - even noticing Madden’s Chrome Hearts hats - but seriously admits that he’d love to get into the “modeling and fashion business whenever he can.” It seems inevitable, too, considering he explains on the podcast that he tends to have his own vision on how to style himself - often going into designer stores with suggestions on how to tailor and wear the pieces. Kxllswxtch shares on the podcast that he’s very interested in expressing himself through fashion. He says, “At every show when there’s a mosh pit, I’ll tell them, ‘What do we do when someone falls in the pit?’ and they all scream, ‘Pick them up,’ and then I repeat it again just in case people didn’t hear it.” Mosh pits are a key part of the experience, and he says on the pod that he appreciates how it’s a way for his fans to let out their aggression and wants to ensure they’re always “a safe space” at his performances. Specifically, it’s all about letting go for him - and he wants the crowd to feel that, too. Rage is a key element of Kxllswxtch’s music, and he brings that energy to his live show. Later on in the episode, he also mentions that he looks up to Tyler, the Creator, as well, because of the way he and the rest of Odd Future made their own rules of how to make rap. 1 favorite artist, saying that they changed his life.

On the podcast, he says that he admires how Future “writes very sad songs but they’re always hype,” and calls Nirvana and Kurt Cobain his No. It’s no wonder that he cites Future and Nirvana - both artists with a reputation for being very vulnerable in their work - as his inspirations. And on top of that, he’s also known for his confessional, no holds barred lyricism surrounding mental health. Kxllswxtch may make rap music, but he also draws heavily from rock. He cites Future and Nirvana as his biggest inspirations
